All You Do Is Hurt Me
by: by LaRose
Just missing you so much
regretting all the ways
we never touched...
why her? why not me?
that I'll never see...
I wish you'd never talked to me...
All you do is make me sad
saying love for me you never had.
You delight in telling me
about other women you love
sadistically twisting the knife
a wound I must bear the rest of my life.
Inside still reeling from the shock
that I'm not even good enough to talk.
But what did you want, then?
You huffed and you puffed
till you blew my house down
then left me for dead upon the ground...
Is that what you wanted all along?
To destroy me? For to live my life in misery?
And this, you knew
from the beginning
that you were my whole world
and all that mattered to me!
How did I deserve such cruelty??
Ah, but your silence speaks louder
than echoes from Hell
my soul is so burdened
under hatred's spell...
I know you will never call me
though it is the right thing to do
to right this wrong
between me and you...